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Baby its fact, and our love is too.


love,
Alvin

The Grim.

The pressure is killing me.
Did i make it or did i not ? Thats the killer question. The thought of failing is stabbing me like a rusty blade. It's moving deeper and deeper and yet i'm far from dying. The signs seem so obvious but i choose not to give in. For sometimes holding on to impossible things make me resistant to break downs. *sigh* Or perhaps this is the end of all hope.

God, if you're really out there, i'm begging you for the first time in my life. Please help me.


- Alvin

Joy ride.

I can't believe i let Ben, Auggy and Josh talk me into going to play LAN. That horrid Lian infested place. We played Blackshot and Left 4 dead. But the lians around us were all playing their stupid audition which really gave me a headache. There was even extortion there, lians picking on girls. *sigh* humiliation. Though i can't deny that some lians look really hot. Gosh, life's unfair.

Anyway, Seoul Garden was really worth the money cos we ate ALOT. Thanks to ben and his endless waves of meat. Yeah, walked around town and stuff then took a bus back with Aug.

Met Misato at Thomson Plaza. Shopped at Sembawang music store. I bought 7 albums for $30. How worth it is that ?! haha today was a good day.

Meeting Misato again on sunday to go shopping at Swee Lee. SALE SALE SALE. (:


- Alvin

Who says.

Who says i can't stoned, call up a girl that i used to know.

Fake love for an hour or so, who says i can't get stoned.

- Alvin

Perceptions.

I miss these people.
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I often ask myself, what am i doing with my life. I'm supposed to be having the time of my life now that exams have ended. But i still find myself slugging around at home, neglecting the fact that theres so much out there to be done. I need my friends, badly.

Yestarday's venture interview went better than i expected. Definitely an improvement of last year's nightmare, hopefully i make it through. I do worry for my fellow scouts/friends though. Looks like they got it much worse than i did. I can but only pray for the best, for me and for everyone else.



- Alvin

Auggy's.

Sleepover at Auggy's was really fun. Midnight eating sushi, playing guitar/keyboards definitely concluded the first day well. Spent practically the whole night looking through photos of people on facebook. Hot people. (:

Girls play truth or dare, dressup. We do this. haha.


Omg, i saw a really hot hot hot girl at Thomson Plaza while i was buying dessert yestarday and i can't seem to get the image of her out of my head. OMG. Long legs, FBTs, Tank top, Long hair, Cute face. AHHH. I shall remain positive, Opposites attract and i happen to be fugly. whooo. (don't hate me, i'm a guy)

Shingzx man. Venture interview's tomrorrow. I really do hope i pass, and most importantly, don't crack under the pressure.



- Alvin

Hee.

The 6th of November is fast approaching, It's someone's birthday (:

- Alvin